Tuesday, November 13, 2007

WHOWW.
today was indeed a long day.
got up and had to rush ta school.
it was biochem pract.
couldnt be late.

the labteacher gives no chance.

so anyway. after sch, went to the gym.
into a more comfortable surrounding.
went for dinner
and off ta meet the BEAttitudes.
ahaa.
well you all better come support us.
esther needs all the us ta be behind her!
she's doing a FANTASTIC job =))

its one thing ta perform.
another to do it and reach out to souls.
she's just the right one for that x)

okay.
now here goes.
reflections for the day.

aaaah.
its not that i'm trying ta distant myself
from them or anything.
but there's just something in the air.
all's fine.
yea if it was, everyday would be boring.
ha.
no, there's more.

people makes stupid decisions.
some that can be covered up and
soon forgotten
while others can just easily get over and be done with

well for one.
i think i did make a wrong choice.
and i'm gonna have to stick to it for 6years.
hellot of years that's gonna be to
pay for a wrong decision.

but its okay.
it'll serve me well in my old age.
but for now.
oh.
its the damn
"what do you want to be when you grow up"
question.
since i was young,
always said that i wanted to be a scientist.
and how great.
the prophesy came through.

sigh.
its not that i dont like the course.

oh please.
spare me,
will you.

then again.
this was my choice.
get on with it, jan.


there's no one sign of a pharmacist
let alone a tinge of science in me.
but of course
i would much rather be gaining such knowledge
then be stuck trying my luck with econs.

roarr.
i'm not indecisive.
i've got a dream.
something i want to do.

i guess its about holding it close to heart
and not letting it go.
someday it will happen.

many people have given up their dreams.
living in such a society.
i'm not surprised.
unfortunately,
this is a vicious cycle.
continual effect.

we've all been brainwashed.

not so much as bad now.
but yes.
taking my chances
to keep my dream =)

it doesnt matter how long
the feeling aftr i've reached that point.
just that split moment.
is Spectacular.

6years.
nah it'll be quick.
will i even live till then.
ahahaa.
nothing is for sure whattt.
let's see...25...
what a ripe age x))

muahaa.
Life will be better if we,
Forgive the stupid.
Ignore the insensitive.
Endure the irritants.
Tolerate the copycats.
Dispose the ignorant.